I’m so tired.
After this week, I’m going to:
- study for the MCAT whenever I want
- get an oil change
- get new brake pads for my truck
- get a massage
- get a hair cut
- deep clean my entire apartment
- go to IKEA
- buy a vacuum cleaner
- build Schecter some shelves on my wall, so he can jump around and be more active (NOT around my flat screen TV)
- read for fun
- catch up on my New England Journal of Medicine
- get a pedicure
- probably ignore all of my friends again
this all sounds so great!
I’M FREAKING THE FUCK OUT. Legit, i’m still not as good as I want to be at verbal. I don’t understand why the fuck it’s so damn hard. Its simple reading and answering questions. Why does it have to fuck me up the ass every damn time. So frustrated right now.
Before you say yes, get him angry. See him scared, see him wanting, see him sick. Stress changes a person. Find out if he drinks and if he does, get him drunk - you’ll learn more about his sober thoughts. Discover his addictions. See if he puts you in front of them. You can’t change people, baby girl. If they are made one way, it doesn’t just wear off. If you hate how he acts when he’s out of it now, you’re going to hate it much worse eight years down the road. You might love him to bits but it doesn’t change that some people just don’t fit.inkskinned, “My father’s recipe for the man I should marry” (via partygirlmeltdown)
never ignore a person who loves you, cares for you, and misses you. because one day, you might wake up from your sleep and realize that you lost the moon while counting the stars.